Expired Milk

Sometimes in life, in order to get to the desired destination we need to take risks. But there's this question that pops up in our minds, is it worth it? The bigger the risks the greater the reward, right? I've always questioned myself. I would over think the situation. I would end up not doing anything; not taking the risk. But I always look back and wonder what if this is that happened? What if my predictions were true?

I look back and regret those times. It's better to know whats real than wondering what if after wards. Sometimes in order to get to where you want to be, you need to make mistakes. Even if you know that the odds are against you. It's better knowing than wondering. Life is full of mistakes. We learn from our mistakes, that's how we get stronger. Mistakes aren't stupid, they're a part of life; it happens to everyone. So in the end, life is made up of mistakes. It's what makes us, us.

"Is this milk still good?"
(Drinks milk)
"Aw gross, why didn't you tell me this is expired?"
"Why didn't you throw it out?"


Come on, make the mistake. It might be the best mistake you ever made.

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Relient K - Must Have Done Something Right

We should get jerseys cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on


And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen


If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good cause
cause I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right


Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on


And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen


If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
cause I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right


If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
cause I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right

I must've done something right

I must've done something right

I must've done something right

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Trust

Because of you, I can no longer trust anyone. I want to so bad to trust someone but it doesn't work that way. There's no proof only suspicion. Fake laughs, fake smiles, and broken promises all lead to sweet sweet betrayal. I'm constantly confused on what to do. I'm not sure what to believe anymore. I don't even know where I am anymore, my worlds upside down. I appear to be happy but you don't see the tears I share with my pillow. I can no longer get my hopes up because I know they will crash down like a tower with a weak foundation. I never experienced this in such a high abundance. Next time you see me, I'll still be picking up the pieces. Pretending to be fine hurts like a bitch because you know/I know I'm not.

Sometimes you do the things you say you wouldn't do. Sometimes you give it all. Sometimes you grant the person the ability to shatter you. Sometimes in order to get stronger you have to hurt a little. In the end, the only person you can trust is yourself.

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Where's the answers?

Everything is messed up nowadays. I can't sleep, I have no appetite, I have no motivation, and I have no answers to why I am feeling like this. I hate how I am.

Another dilemma is that I'm still unsure on what to do in the future, career wise. I'm doing okay in school. I could try harder if I was actually passionate about the stuff I am learning, but I'm not. Yeah yeah, I know, I'm young and I have a lot of time to figure myself out right?

What I'm realizing is that everyone goes through this. It's a life experience. But my question is, why am I only experiencing the questions? Where's the answers? I guess that's another life experience to go through.

Anyways, bye.

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Mozella- Let's Stop Calling it Love

we are exactly what we are
let's disregard the talk of we're at and where we're going
Why pick it all apart
Its Just My heart
its just my heart

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

you know, you put on quite a show
you had me so
i can't believe i bought it
it took a minute but i caught it now
i guess i had a choice
boys will be boys, and this girl's annoyed

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

I thought i could handle
a nice romantic scandal
but now i know i was fooling myself
i've seen how this story ends
we do not call ourselfs friends
i'd rather not pretend and use that word again

"talking"
(so he says, 'uh can i call you back later' so i said uh ok, 'alright later' and that was it)

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win you win you win

(making noises)

lets stop calling it love
lets stop calling it love
i give in you win whatever

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Where do your thoughts go?

Have you ever stared at a campfire? I know you have. You just lose your self in the bright and warm flame. You feel your eyes slowly getting sore. But you're sucked by the depths of the fire. You lose all awareness. And you just stare there thinking and listening to whoever you are accompanied by. Feels like the weight of the world is off your shoulder; nothing exists to distract you. You can speak freely without feeling somewhat embarrassed or ashamed. You can pour your heart out to the fire and it will melt your sorrow away. The fire changes you and purifies you. And you stare and stare into the epicenter of the fire. And at that moment, you are at peace.


That's where I want to be.

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I find it kind of weird how things turn out. It's like you never expect it to be like this. "You weren't wrong, Tom. You were just wrong about me." I don't usually relate my experiences with movies but that movie = life story. I'm a sap, expressing to states of human emotions. Blending happiness and sadness into one word.

KK I really need to sleep soon, but to make a long story short.

Life throws unexpected curve balls at you. Some are good, some not so good. But you should withhold every second until you know, you know that this is how it's meant to be. Sometimes, you just know. You just have to let life run its course.

Tom: Did you ever even have a boyfriend?

Summer: Of course.

Tom: What happened, why didn’t they work out?

Summer: What always happens? Life.

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Dreams

What do they mean?

Everyone has wondered what dreams mean. There's no real facts about what they truly mean and why we have them. Dreams have a different meaning to different people. We live in an universe where everyone has they're frame of reference and opinions. Each individual respond to a situation differently. We all have different experiences. SO...... dreams?

I always thought dreams meant something, even if it's random. But I usually forget my dreams really quickly after I wake up. Don't you hate that? Where you want to remember your dream but you can't. Some I want to remember because it seemed really important. I never dreamed of something twice. I've dreamed of something similar but never the same.

I believe dreams is your subconscious trying you tell you something. Or (I found this on a website) "Dreams are unique to each individual, and dream imagery is an accumulation of each individual’s experiences, memories and feelings throughout life."

You can't control what you dream. Some of my dreams makes me realize the obvious. I always wish my dreams would come true, but it never does. That's why I don't like my dreams sometime. I feel like there's a personal meaning behind my dreams. And I try to interpret what they mean. What do you think? Dreams, nothing or something?






PS. My mind never stops thinking about you.

"I know you feel it too, it all seems so untrue."
Tegan and Sara

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Numb

It's been week after week.
Bad news after another.
Things just aren't getting better.
Still I am living.
Living like there's nothing to look forward to when I wake up.
Knowing what my day is going to consist of.
Every night is the same.
I lie awake staring in the darkness just
thinking,
over and over.
I wake up right before my alarm,
as if my mind knows.
Knows the daily routine.
I just lie there.
Feeling numb.

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Like a star

Love this song, reminds me of you
*Lyrics

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

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Don't live for the past or future, live for now

Whatever goes through my heart and skull, I can't control.

The intentions of being with someone and realizing that it's best to let be.

Learning to accept, accepting to learn

Noticing the value of friendship is greater than everything.

Understanding that every situation is the same. And that I don't want to "Part of the list".

To act from your heart and express what you feel freely.

You act from a position of love, there is nothing to do. All your actions are expressions of your being.

Can't choose who you fall in love with.

You.

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