there must be lights burning brighter somewhere

Bad day. Foods class sucks ass. Accounting was confusing. We lost our rail for skating. f-k. But on the brighter side, I'm getting a new lens for my camera, a 28-135mm IS lens. So I'm pretty hyped on that. I'm trying to sell my current lens the kit lens, EFS 18-55mm IS lens. And I'm still might get that 55-250mm lens too so I'm hoping that I can sell my lens before the end of the month because I got this monthly deal with a photo store and it ends at the end of the month so yeah. Going to be sickkkkk. I'm going to try to take photos on Poetry Slam aka Speak. Weds of next week, be there. Got a new deck and shoes, but my bearings are donedies. I hate school so very much. HATE ITTTT. I'm suppose to do 2 projects thats due today, friday. So I totally fail, screw it I hate you school. I just want to skate all the sorrows away. Okie dokie smokie pokie =]

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Fml

Effff.... School is gay. Its so pointless. I go to class and all I do is sit down and do nothing for the whole block. Or sleep, or just something unproductive. Screw school man, I hate it. I want to grad already. Make some cheddar. Go out and eat. Drive. Just have my freedom. Feel like a couple of homies and homegirls feel the same way, ya dig? ya dig. Even outside of school, its still pretty gay. Just chill at the same chill spot yenno, do the daily routine. Its satisfying but the fun is kind of gone, its not memorable. Feel like i havent been happy for a while. Summer come already. Someone please hire me already! Crappy weather go away. Eff life is gay right now. eff, life aint eassssy. whatever, only a few more months left and were out of this hellhole. peace it steezy. i'd be rollin down the street <--reet. lol

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Outing

Going to the states in about 3 hours, i havent slept yet. but i can run a whole day with little sleep, i just look like crap lol. anyways yeah, ill be gone until monday. no school for me~! i just want to go shopping lol. packing my bags and im ready to go. finally getting out of surrey. finally.

its been a crappy ass spring break. all rain all week. and finally at the end of it, its sunny, typical. its been unproductive also. i have projects to do, and little time to do it, ill pull it off. i hate school, i dont want to go back. i know im a whiney little itch. gotta =], raise your nose to the sky, pray to god, hope for the best. the worse is yet to come.

*i am so hungryyyyy

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Things I dig

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brighter side

Been feeling crappy and i really needed to think positively. So decided i should write, hope this works.
I should..
stop taking so much notice on how i feel. the way i feel, is the way i feel, sooner or later it will go away. It would make no sense to be proud or be ashamed of yourself since you cant stop yourself from thinking or prevent it from happening. i didnt cause anything. i should pull my self together and take control.

Need to stop thinking about the bad, the more i think about bad stuff, the more likely it will happen. so i got to stop worrying, and let it go.

Its so pointless judging yourself. how can you place yourself? you dont even know the best or the worst of whatever. so how do you place yourself in between? you dont know all the facts so you cant judge nobody. no one cares about your opinion.

ease up. stop telling yourself how crappy you really feel. i gotta quit putting my self down. its all bs anyways. gotta be positive and not think about being miserable and crap.

Stupid people cant make you mad. nice people cant make you happy. they cant make you anything. You have to do that for yourself.

stop being concerned about life or career isnt going right. the closer you stick to your plan, the most messed up it will get. everyday is different, the world changes. plans never go the way they are planned. it always changes.

dont worry about your personality, it doesnt exist. its just an impression that give you through your words and actions. its a concept invented by your mind. so if you dont like it today, you can always change it tomorrow. easy peasy doctor steezy. anyways im out, this worked a bit. if your down and out, hope you recite this blog and hope it works out. REMEMBER: You’re the only person who’s standing in your way.

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spring break

its going to be a crappy spring break. crappy weather, so messed up. nothing to do in surrey. broke as a joke. going crazy staying at home. hopefully something will happen. eff who am i kidding, nothing is gunna happen, fml.

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Maybe..

maybe i was too blind to see it, too caught up.
maybe i should stop kidding my self.
maybe i should quit the games.
i set my self up for failure.
who am i fooling?
i should just quit it before things get worse.
before i regret it.

later.

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good ole days

So today, birthday, wanted to do something. Rounded up all the guys and went to metro to eat at boston pizza. It was pre'dope, food was good, service was good, and we even had our little isolated area with a fat tv and a big table. took some pictures while we were there, tis a classic. took one with the server, good one. headed to chq to play some games. took asian pictures. it was soooo fun. met up with francis and chilled some more at metro. bought a t shirt from j2, which opened today. played more chq games. went home around 9. arrive at home around 10, but had to go to annie's to help her with something. so i got home at 11. waited til my sister came home to blow my cake and took more pictures. overall, it was a great day. and for you people who missed it, its okay, we can make it up some how. so yeah =], im about to kick it right now since im so tired and dead. thanks everyone, today was a good day.

=D
-kf

PS, visit our new photoblog Photo For Your Thoughts

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birfday

18 finally...
its been a crappy week but i want to stay positive
cheer up, laugh it away, and make some good memories.
thanks for the greetings, thanks for being there.
special thanks to people who helped me make it through this week

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18

yay....8-) yeah..

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ghetto

this week has been pretty messed up. mostly because on wednesday the 4th, me and my friends were coming out of the rec from a volleyball game with omar and his friends. we were heading to tim hortons, then this guys follows us and speeds up to get infront of us. thinking that he wasnt suspicious, we didnt act. but next thing you know, he pulls out a big can of bear mase and says " give me all your stuff" then quickly sprays a cloud to surround him and everyone books it. stanley was badly hurt and was running blindly away from the mase. everyone else basicly runs away. me not knowing what to do, if i should get that guy or help my friend. but since everyone books it, i went to stanley's aid to help him. i told him it was me and not the guy holding him and took him to chevron to wash his eyes. called his dad and tell him the situation we're in and we just layed low there. it took stanley like 1 hour to actually open his eyes and feel better. but overall, it was pretty bad, i only had a little bit and it sucked, i cant imagine how stanley felt. overall, it was horrible. surrey's ghetto man, not safe dude. this is why i need a car! effmylife. so yeah lesson learned, not to stay out late in a dark place and watch out for sketchy looking dudes.

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Like a knife

Stuff I am currently diggin':
- slack classes
- reading
- doodling on tables
- time lapse photography
- reading during class
- homemade photo shoot
- cage team, yeee yeeeee
- vinyl records
- VV shopping
- ridin but not dirty
- boat shoes
- long naps
- midnight snacks
- midnight convos
- cleaning
- how im almost 18! wooooooooo
- BUTTER CHICKEN YEEE

Things not to dig:
- broke ass asian
- no job
- no motivation
- emz
- skateboard is almost done and i newly bought it
- most of my shoes are wrecked from skateboarding
- lots of projects
- more projects
- havent applied for school
- grad stress
- unproductiveness?
- torn

yeee, it was good while it lasted

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