hi

Whoa, i haven't blogged in forever. First it was the fact that after grad, there was too much to blog about. But now as summer slowly fades away, things are calming down. You can say my summer is average. Late summer nights, afternoon wake up from Mr Sun, and nothing to do for the rest of the day fun. I thought this summer was going to be different. But its the same old summer. Pretty depressing. I miss seeing everyone at JH, I hated class but seeing everyone was dope. I really hate all this registering and applying shit for post-secondary. I can't even take any art classes or photo class, strictly business, no more fun. But if you want to know about my grad, it was the best day of my life. It was the happiest and saddest moment in my life, so far. Anyways.....

On another note..
I feel stupid for trying. Just wanted to know you better. Just wanted to be friends. No no, I'm lying. I lied to you. We're not on the same page. I was interested in you. But the more I think of it, the more I realize how this can't work. I'm sorry for even trying, for wasting your valuable time. You know what, this is stupid. Fuck this. Whatever take it or leave it.

*oh yeah I almost broke my jaw, but whatever.